Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Heys... ok slack 4 a while again.. slept 4 one whole aftern00n... so shiok.. =)
2day no paper.. alot of cher let us study n revise on our own, budden evryone oso passin notes, playin truth or dare and slping. Haiix.. durin recess went 2 lib.. trynna join Rani dhat grp cors i dun wan pple 2 thiink im ditchin the grp. Budd ended up behind the lib wit Joy Fiona n Cheryldine.
Sighh.. dun seem 2 find my "home", Evryone is like hatin, ignoring, scoldin each other, so u'd find miie hangin out wit Cheryldine only after sch. It's like im being so careful n alert all around, afraid dhat i might do sth wrong"" to cause misunderstang.. I dun understand y r there misunderstandin.. they habb binn wit fwrens wit miie for 10 whole months, dun they understand miie at all? I'm nt dhat kinda person, even at my fwrenster profile i did mention fwrens are veryy veryy important to miie. Uu r nt the only one who's hurt.. close fwrens r all a disappointment nw.
I'm so sick of this.. it seems so dreadin 2 go 2 sch.. dunno where 2 go durin recess.. bet u'd find miie wanderin around, maybii smtimes alone.
Sighh.. anyway.. uu guys dun guess who i like lerrhs.. it'll nvr work on miie.. even if it means placin de box of portfolio at my place standin there n pleadin durin lessons =) Okkayx? Chas.. im nt angry or aniithing, uu dun hv 2 regret anything n dun hv 2 feel confuse. Dun wry.. im nt waiting 0kiies? Dun let this affect uu.. jiayou n good luck lols =) rmb o.. uu stew g0rdd ur fwrens and evryone bside uu kayyx? Uu muxx cherish them o..
